Living as a forgiven

Ending of the week. I feel content, at ease...most of the time. Not that things are getting any easier, but the way i deal with them and see them is. I don't feel so restless inside, I am more patient with myself. I stopped living as a perfectionist and letting go of my convinced control. Overall i feel pretty happy. The healthier i get the more i see coming at me, but i can't lose focus of where I am at and what I am doing. I am becoming my own person, owning my choices, owning things that happened to me and then I am the one who deals with the good or bad result.