Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Moving Forward

This friday will be 3 weeks here. These past few weeks have been hell to say the least. From not feeling anything to wishing i didn't feel and realizing that starting small is all it takes. Moving forward. I am finally coming out of it, conversations don't exhaust me as much as they did anymore. Now that i feel these things again, i don't know how i went on for so long the way I did. I truly lost myself for the past 2 years and I am trying to gain it back piece by piece. I am so thankful for the people here in my life now, moving back was not at all how i thought it would be, and the things i was scared to face aren't so scary when you let go of the past.

Grace, I need to figure out my bucket list again....also at this time in my life its hard to figure out what I really want to do. I'll get there eventually!